Looking for a best friend to navigate life with, love wholeheartedly and be my best friend

I'm a (mainly) PC gamer who also enjoys board games. I'm very introverted so I'd love to meet someone with similar interests.

I like playing games to escape from reality really. I have a chronic pain disorder (among other things) and am not currently working. I'm really self conscious about this and my self esteem has taken a real hit. I'd love to find someone who helps me take my mind off of the pain and helps me get my spark back. I have soo much love to give to someone willing to cherish it.

P.s. unapologetic k-pop fan. Doesn't mean I'll make you listen