Hello Phina here and seeking something long term

I am seeking to correspond with a man who knows laughter well and how loneliness, to be clear, I am praying for more than letters. I am seeking that strong age man who has no time for games and loves himself and can truly understand I need him away from the pen and paper. I am a very romantic woman. . .  It has been said that, unless we can learn something of value from our past, especially our mistakes, we do well to leave them buried in the past.